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Thursday morning rumination - my frequency is low pitched as i transfer energy from where i was focused to where i feel i need to be.  Time is an illusion - i have been reading Pinchback and comprehending without understanding.  The law is not the law - i suppose gravity may slow if we spun at a different rate - a day seems like less than a day.

I suppose that i need to acquire a few books - The Bond by McTaggart being the first.  I think i understand chaos theory and i know i understand group theory and game theory and chemistry as they explain it seems pretty tight.  So the illusion of frequency is a rough undertaking and the ebb and flow of how spirals work leads me think that developing a better form of exchange requires different models than the ones we currently rely upon.  Nature makes her case that exchanges need not be quantitatively equal to be deemed as fair - there are huge qualitative issues - but heisenberg leaps into the picture and duality once again fails.

I no longer care what 'they' do, but i will be embedded in their whirled until my landing point presents itself - it is not on this plane at this time, so my illusion is back into the golden mean.  The yin and the yang is a breating exercise in and out - let all the air go and generate a field that contains your precious non-thought - connect to knowing rather than thinking.  Fractal contains threads within threads which will be spaghettified as time accellerated beyond comprehensible pitch - but then it will stop as though it drops off the edge of the cliff.  You want to have the basic stuff that you need to reconstruct a private reality where-ever you choose to locate. 

By travelling the golden mean, i mean going to groups that have numbers in the series, beginning with the zero and the two ones.  There is a difference between the character of the first one and the second one in the series on a deep metaphysical level.  We are one, and we are each one.  If one is not okay, then you shouldn't be dealing with two, until you can deal with one and one.

When low, lie low.  Allow things to slide through and don't sweat any of the small stuff.  Take the time to evaluate, then measure and then evaluate again.  I have put out some questions in Existence chapter fifteen that are not mine to answer, but require the attention of the game player, no matter the level of the game.  How do we reward balance, when yin and yang must pull in different directions - by adding a third, or drawing back to one.  After dealing with eight by eight to develop the grid of 64 - i am personally back to one.  And one.  We shall see how much will transpire as time is not going to change it's rate of change to slow until it suddenly stops, inverts and builds back.

There is much to say - but no longer today. namaste